Hi, My name is Kyla, I'm a trans woman pre-hrt and no matter how much i try to represt it, I think I want to be a feedee.
I'm here as : A feedee looking for help, guidance and a sense of saftey and community.
One thing I hope to find here: I want to know if being a feedee is truly what a want. My story begins a couple monts ago where I saw this woman on youtube eating a lot of food, and was excited that she was getting fatter. I was drawn in at how big she got over the lat few years. Over time I learned what feederism is, as a trans woman feederism isnt so much a kink, but after kind of gender affirming. To me, being fat is feminine, so gaining fat everwhere especailly my butt, legs, and breasts sounds very appealing. I wrestled with these feelings for a while, and over the past 3 days they grown to a point where I couldn't sleep. I thoguht I was about to pass my feelings when I discovered a feederism comic of a girl who was fed by a female feeder, thne after realizing she liked it she embraced it and she got fatter and fatter with the help of her feeder who loved her. Ihat story made me want to be feedee even more, because I wish I could look like her and have someone feed me so I can be fat and chubby. I really hope being here will help me eitther find comfort in being a feedee or leave me with the comfort not to be one.
